Tuesday 1/10/23

4:58a.m The aides put me to bed by 11:30 I had another good night. At least I didn’t suffer from arthritis pain. I slept some but I had some disturbing dreams In this one dream I was arguing with an an old co worker from Eagle Manufacturing. We were discussing people in the military. He thought people who joined tt respect for theArmy were fools. I had great respect them them. I went on about how they had to leave home and the sacrifices they make just to serve our country. At one point we got into a very heatedh discussion.

Other than  that I slept well for a change. I froze my butt off. The aides didn’t provide a warm blanket. I was up when they came in the morning. Aides were nice. I got a good sponge bath and they put some lotion on my bottom because it was sore.

So I’m having a good morning. I’m kind of mad though. I was snooping on Chocolatechip’s diary. I was reading one of her entries where she was talking to Don, her Steubenville friend. She is talking to him but not me!. I got angry, jealous and hurt After all the shit we went through Chocolatechip dumps me but she is still talking to some guy she never met. This shit makes me want to go hmmm.

I’m trying not to dwell on this shit. I had a fairly good evening after I started reading. . I’m determined to stay up today. I’m determined not to waste anymore time with Chocolatechip. Reading is my ticket to happiness. I will concentrate on my beloved books. fter all, she seems to be going on her