Saturday 12/17/22

3:52a.m. This has been a real shitty day so far. I was so depressed. I spt in my wheelchair most of the day. I just didn’t don’t want to face another day in this friggin nursing home. I thought about the Holidays. I thought about the Christmas with parents.  thought about Christmawith Chocolatechip. It was all ways so special. I have many, many happy memories.

My parents are long gone. I am estranged from remaking family. I guess no visitors and will lol probably will not get any presents. Christmas will be just another lonely day.