Tuesday Evening 12/13/22

6:39p.m.I finally figured out how to upload pictures onto your diary entries. Anyways, this is me. I’m just an ugly old fat Man who pees himself. 

I had a good day for the most part. I got some bad need. Chocolatechip was supposed to come up and visit me on the 19th. We hadn’t seen each other other since I came here almost three years ago. Her daughter cancelled at the last minute. This was a big disappointment because we were looking forward to seeing each other

Other than that I had a good day. I had a few muscle spasms in my legs but that was all. I talked a lot with Chocolatechip on the phone and on Messenger. She was going on about her computer malfunctioning. We both think it is about to crash. She had that one for over five years. It is time for a new computer but she can’t afford one right now.

I was trying to talk het into getting a tablet. I think she could get as much use out of a tablet as she can a desktop. She can use a tablet to get on FB and Messenger, listen to music on UTube and get on Prosebox. Besides that they are a lot cheaper. She did apply for one thanks to a government program. She asked if they are easy to set up. I said I think they are very easy. I think she will be getting a new tablet sometime sometime next week.

But, as usual,  I slept in my wheelchair a good bit of the day. I did some reading in my book The 6:20 Man  I read a couple chapters but was really too tired to concentrate. I started to get sleepy so I set the tablet down. I slept in my wheelchair until they served drinks for suppet.

I enjoyed dinner. I had two fish sandwiches with potatoes wedges. For desert I had a cup of peaches. Then for drinks I had two cups of hot coffee and a fruit punch. I can’t complain too much about the good. 

I did have a bout of paranoia this morning. Chocolatechip and I were talking on the phone. I got to thinking crazy stuff about my phone being trapped and they were out in the hall listening. We switched to Messenger. I then told her about how am thinking about changing my budget. I do not think I can afford to give them $683.  I will give them $583 before buying any books. I want to get the rest of those books on The Story of Civilization by Will and Ariel Durant. I am afraid of talking about how I spend my money over the phone.

I also had a bout with depression. I was doing ok then it hit me all of a sudden. I think I know what triggered it. I was ruminating over books. I want to buy and read those damned books so bad. But I have no money and zero credit. I will have to wait until the third of January when I get my SS check. But I’m determined to pay the nursing home at least $583 first before buying anything. 

Well, that’s about it for the night.i feel wide awake so I want to concentrate on my book. Life is good