Tuesday 12/13/22

5:44a.m. I was put to bed at ten last night. I was sleepy and ready for bed. I had mild pain in my legs but that didnt keep me from sleeping. I had some weird dreams.  In this one dream I was a rich Afro American man giving away his fortune I could not help but give away my money even to perfect strangers. I was approached by another Black man asking for money. I reached for my wallet and gave himn$25. 

I think this was the same dream. I was preaching absence you a group of soldier. I was saying that you should keep your pants up if your not ready and able to take on the responsibility to of being a father. Nobody agree with with me and I was laughed at. They all said that was  very hard message to follow. After all, there is such a thing as both control. But I kept making my point saying we must be responsible adults and work hard to get out of poverty.

I had a very nice aide this morning. She asked me what I would like for Christmas. I said just some candy. I also said my girlfriend is coming this Monday bringing gifts. She said the nursing home will also pass out gifts.in that case I said I’d just like some candy after that she cleaned  me up and got me out of bed. 

Well I’m above the dirt. I feel fairly rly awake. I’d like to be able to stay up and read. I enjoyed reading my book The 6:20 Man. I’m hooked on it now and would like to read more of the story.