a case of the not sures

ive not known what to write about lately.

i guess the most prominent thing on my mind is being homeless again. i don’t make much a month so if something did happen to my dad i might end up homeless again. i know i might get help if that happens though. but deep down my brain won’t let me stop thinking about it at all.

i dunno how many nightmares and restless nights i’ve had over it.

i miss my mom. thanksgiving was ok. it wsan’t the best. my mom loved thanksgiving.. i don’t wanna celebrate christmas.. but i know she would want me too.

im in so much pain. i feel lonely..