10 Year Reunion

Hello All:

My 10 year high school class reunion was this past weekend.  It was great seeing everyone.  I was sooo excited.  Friday night we had a dinner.  The dinner was nice and I looked super cute! I didn’t participate in Saturday’s event which was an overnight bus trip to Myrtle Beach for a dinner cruise.  They said they had fun on the bus.  Some people never grow up they were drinking and smoking weed. I tell ya!  Sunday was a cookout at the park.  It was rained out but we had the festivities inside to the clubhouse. I had to put my hair up but I was still super cute. I took tons of pictures and saw some good ole friends this weekend. 

Other than that, everything is everything.  I somehow am still making bad choices but whatever.  You live and you learn I guess.  A couple of weeks ago I hooked back up with Bert. He came over, we talked , things got heated, one thing lead to another and we acted like we were in a movie.  Undressing each other as we walked up the stairs and the whole nine.  I let him have a sample .  It was sooo good but I told him we had to stop.  We did and we fell asleep.  He held me tight and put my head on his chest and rubbed my body until I fell asleep.  It was nice but like all the men I talk to, it was temporary.   So whatever I am soo sick of all the talks Bert and I have because he is just that all talk and I am really like whatever.  It is what it is.  I am over it.  F*uck up once shame on you, F*ck up twice shame on me.  Well, this is more than twice.

Rick- my friend with the girlfriend.  Rick is cool, we went to high school together but he was an upper classmen and we didn’t talk in school but I was out one day about 6 months ago and we exchanged numbers and we talk every now and then.  I like Rick but like I said Rick has a girlfriend.  I don’t know what Rick wants from me.  I guess he wants what any man wants but he doesn’t cross the line.  We have good conversations and he always makes me laugh.  I hate  that we don’t talk everyday but I know we can’t because I am an idiot and I obviously like misery so ..Ugh!  He wanted to see me after work one day, I was tired but he was just like I just want to see you I haven’t seen you in a while.  We went to the park and hung out and talked and laughed  and I didn’t want to cut the visit short but we can’t .  He just seems soo happy when we are together but it is all an illusion. He said the cutest thing and I feel like such an idiot for saying it’s the cutest thing but ..anyway..We were at the the park and just laughing and talking and he told me I make his Spirit move and he bets everyone just loves to be around me. He was soo sincere and intense. I just smiled at him and acted like  it was whatever. I know now I should stop but I don’t think I want to.  I am a glutton for punishment!

Thanks for reading. Comments appreciated!