In a Slump
Hello All:
Well, let’s see. I have not been writing very regularly. Nothing in my life has seemed worth writing about I guess.
Updates:
Job Thing– I worked for 2 whole days and hated the job. Now, I have to find something else. I guess that is the good thing about temp to permanant though.
Wedding– The last wedding is behind me and it just ended up being so much drama. The groom was 45minutes late for the rehearsal and my "high maintenance" friend started having second thoughts about marring him at all. It was crazy. We (me, bride, bride’s mother) did not even go to the dinner afterward. My friend was too pissed off and she thought he should be embarrased at the dinner without her there just as she felt when he was late. I have always been a little "suspect" of her true feelings for him. She admitted that she was not sure if she was "in love with him". To make an EXTREMELY long story short, she finally decided she would go ahead with the wedding and she reluctantly became his wife. She was asking about anulments and the whole nine, not sure how long this will last. It’s crazy they just closed on this big a$$ house and the whole nine. All in all, she was sooo glad I flew down for her big day and was there to give her advice and be supportive and just to help out and hang out. They left for a 7 day cruise so I have to talk to her sometime this week to see how she is feeling about everything. Drama Right??
My Thoughts/Feelings
I don’t know, I am in a slump right now. I am lonely and I need a job. I really want to be in a relationship. I have been even thinking about giving this guy a chance who I didn’t really like initially. I don’t know, I have been thinking maybe things could work. Ron was cool, nice guy, great on paper, but it was something. Nothing big, mostly just me being shallow or something. Then how would this start again? I would have to call and I would hate for him to bring up why I stopped answering his calls or cut him off. I don’t know. I’m just lonely and I don’t want to build his hopes up only to decide that I don’t like him and I was right the first time. Whatever, he may have a girlfriend now anyway. Who knows? I need a good guy for a change. Wonder if I missed out?
I don’t have anything else worth talking about. Thanks for reading.
Hey darling. I know the drill. The job search stuff sucks. Activity levels come and go like the tide. Try to stay positive. Things will work out. Enjoy the spring, while you can. Stay busy with volunteering, etc… Just be your normal cool self. God bless you! Your friend,
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stay strong, darlin. There’s always something around the bend. I have to go FIND another job also… *rolls eyes* all because I moved AGAIN.
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relationships are overrated. i thought i was in heaven. i was engaged, i was happy. i didnt think that any thing could go wrong. but it can, and one single person is making me rethink my whole two year relationship, no guy can ever be good enough for a relationship. use them and abuse them. just get guys to dote on you.
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Even the best of us go through slumps every once in a while. It’s okay to feel sad and lonely. You also don’t have to continuing seeing a guy if you don’t feel the “spark.” He could be a great guy, but for someone else. Just remember that God does not leave any of us behind. Your blessings are on their way. I believe that both your professional life will come together in time as well.
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Once your special someone comes into your life and your career takes off, you are going to appreciate it so much more because you made the decision not to accept anything. Be strong and take it one day at a time.
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P.S. I like your entries, if you don’t have anything to talk about, just talk about grass:)
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u will find a good guy eventually
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