Nothing’s Going On but the Rent.or Mortgage
Hello People:
Nothing is going on with me. I am like an official Bum now. I was approved for unemployement so I’ll have money coming in along with my severerance and my car is officially paid for..(YES!!) so I am sitting pretty good. I have no initiative to get up everyday and look for a job. I have been pretty laid back and I pretty much go to sleep late at night, get up about 10ish, eat breakfast, check e-mail, clean up, and then take a nap and wake up and do it all over again! I need some get up and go. Tomorrow I will do something different. I am glad I am not broke and I can still pay my Mortgage! I am so blessed that my car is paid for and in good condition.
The dudes in my life same ol same ol..
Steve spent the night Saturday night but he was really tired so we only had sex once and only for about 10 minutes. I was NOT a happy camper!
Ron- He called me yesterday, I did not call back. For what??? Leave me alone. I already didn’t like him that much and then he stood me up the other weekend after I was nice enough to agree to finally go out with him again..Oh, yeah right, like I am ever talking to him again!
Bert- I texted him back yesterday, "Hi Stranger..Apology Accepted" He didn’t respond back yet. That is not really a surprise. He will respond back…eventually.
I am supposed to go to my old job (not the job I was fired from) Friday and have lunch with an old co-worker friend. It should be interesting to see everyone. It will be weird to see Bert but I don’t want to go out of the way to deliberately avoid him. Ugh..decisions ..decisions. I finally get the time to go see everyone and they are probably going to ask me about my job, not looking forward to that either but whatever!
On top of that, I want to have a baby. I like watch discovery health baby shows and I am like , "I want one of those" I see my pregnant associates like "Aawwww, I want to be a mommy" Everything comes in time! I want a good man too, not just a baby daddy so I will just have to wait.
That’s it here. No Love life, No job, No get -up and go!
Thanks for reading ..Comments Appreciated!
I like that you can talk openly about your sexual life. And you seem to have many guys on your mind. Can you talk more about this?
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See, if you play your cards right, then you will allow me to be that man for you. But um, you choosing otherwise so oh well. I hope you recieve employment soon and you get your groove back. As far as them dudes, I say F*ck ’em… period. take care suga.
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I know what you mean about not being motivated to go out and look for a job. I think losing my job has made me lose some self-esteem. It just really sucks!
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Hey, I went back and read more. You never actually mention loving any of these guys. What do you feel?
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