What a Difference a Day Makes!

Hello:

 What a difference a day makes.  Well I was sort of feeling some kind of way on my last entry.  Today is definitely a new day..Sort-of!

 Monday-After I wrote the entry, I left work and went and got my nails done.  I met this new guy (Ron) as I was leaving the nail salon.  His approach was cute, he looked sort of cute.  Anyway, he told me he was a drama free guy with no wife, girlfriend or baby mamas and he had a good job and his own place.  I smiled he was funny, I told him the same.  We exchanged numbers.  He asked me did I want to go get dinner I told him I was going to just go home and chill and we could talk at a later date.  He asked me could I at least call him and let him know I made it home safely.  I thought that was cute. 

 I didn’t call him but he called me and we talked the “getting to know you talk “ He wanted to call me from his home phone and in between that short amount of time Bert called.  I talked to Bert because there were a lot of things we needed to talk about. Ron beeped in I told him I would call back later.

 Bert and I ended up talking for about 2 hours.  The first hour he basically ranted about his baby mama and that situation.  I listened.  I was glad he was opening up but at the same time I was sort of still pissed off because I just don’t get while he is so on again off again.  We eventually got to that and I was like YES!!  Anyway, he asked me how pissed I was at him for not calling the majority of the weekend and I told him pretty pissed off.  

 Anyway to make a long convo short:  I told him I felt he was hot and cold and that I feel like he is seeing someone else at times and I felt he didn’t know what he wanted.  He told me he feels crazy because he does know what he wants and that his mind and heart want a relationship but he likes his freedom.  Not freedom to date or sleep around but freedom to not be obligated to check in or even talk on the phone or go somewhere if he doesn’t want to.  He admitted that he was just chillin (smoking weed and drinking) at home just taking a mental break from everything and he just didn’t really feel like talking to anyone and he didn’t know how to tell me that.  He assured me he wasn’t dating anyone else but he was nervous about being tied down. He admitted he wanted a relationship he just needs time to realize if the time is now.  I listened as he explained himself and he asked me if I still liked him.  I told him I did and he seemed relieved.  He asked me was I going to call him the next day and I told him I might..and I didn’t.  He didn’t call me either.

 Ron has been stepping up to the plate nicely and it is such a great distraction to keep my mind off of Bert.  Ron took me out to this restaurant for Comedy Night on Wednesday.  We ate laughed, had drinks.  It was very cool.  It’s funny because he has wanted to do things every night.  I really like that.  He asked me if I wanted to go to dinned last night but I told him I was just going to chill. We made plans to go Christmas Shopping together this Saturday afternoon.  I have to finish (or well start) so it should be cool.  He wants to go out tonight but I told my sister we could go on a sister date.  We are going to a Hockey Game and to PF Chang’s for dinner.

   The new dude is cool but I still like Bert and I think about him often. Bert better stop playing, the competetion is getting tough!!

 Thanks for reading!  I will keep you all posted!

 

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Thanks for reading!  I will keep you all posted!