Looka Here ..Looka Here!

Well my evening was eventful.

Bert called and confirmed that he was looking forward to coming over so I decided to cook.  I also had fun giving candy to the kids who came by.  It was soo neat to give out candy in my own house.  The kids were so cute.  My God-Kids and my little sister came by and I gave them a boat load of candy.  They looked so cute. 

Anyway, Bert arrived for dinner.  I cooked pork steak, green peas, rice pilaf and biscuts.  He enjoyed the meal.  We split a cupcake for desert. My sister was cooking her some okra and onion rings and we were all talking but I started to get pissed off because I am like could she hurry up and get out of the kitchen so him and I can eat and talk in private.  So, I was sort of giving her the evil eye. Like hurry up..Damn! 

My sister went upstairs and Bert and I ate dinner and talked.  It was nice we talked about everything. We eventually went to the living room and finished talking.  He was great company.  He asked me was I upset when I found out the he had a new baby.  I told him I wasn’t really upset maybe just disappointed.  I also asked him why he felt he couldn’t tell me?  He admitted he didn’t really know what to say and how I would react and how I felt about him and blah blah. I told him I was sort of feeling him at the time and he asked me why didn’t I tell him and I told him I thought it was obvious.  I told him I don’t just kick it with people for the sake of just kickin it. He admitted he likes the direct approach and he likes a woman that does the pursuing.  That is sooo not like me so…I don’t know. He asked me about my dating life and he told me that he wanted to be in a realationship and he wanted to be in love.  It was cool. He asked was I looking for someone and I told him I wasn’t really looking just maybe hoping Mr. Right would come along. We talked about all sorts of things and it was nice.  We were cute flirting and such.  He was touching my toes and feet and I love when guys play with my feet.  We were slightly hand holding, it was very cute.  It was getting late so he said I don’t want to impose.  I asked him was he ready to go and he wasn’t but it was getting late. 

I walked him out and gave him a nice hug.  He held me tight and we sort of just stared at each other.  He called me short and I looked up at him and he looked so handsome.  I opened the door and it was cold so he turned around and gave me another hug and kissed my cheek and then I kissed his cheek and the next thing you know we were kissing.  It was very nice.  Our kissing was like a Hollywood Kiss!  The door was still open and we were on the porch and displaying all of our business for the neighbors to see (if they were watching anyway).  We kissed and kissed.  He started sucking my neck and it felt so good, we started kissing more and more.  I started sucking his neck and he liked it.  We sort of made our way back inside the door but the door was still opening and we were sort of all proped up on it. 

I get all into kissing and I like to hold your face and put my all into it.  He held my face the same way and it was sooo romantic. That is when he wasn’t rubbing up and down my body. He kissed me slow and then he whispered I could kiss you all day.  We kept kissing and he said, I should leave but I don’t want to go.  We kissed some more and finally he finally adjusted my clothes , gave me the sweetest kiss on my forehead then lips and we called it a night.  WOW! Was that too much?

I don’t know what the future holds ..but last night was nice.  I know we have to slow down because at this rate we will be sleeping together sooner than later and I can’t go out like that.  So, I do want to see him again and I am going out of  town Saturday morning so I would like to see him Friday night.  I don’t know.  We talked about the whole baby thing and he of course loves his daughter and wants to take care of his responsibilities and I respect that but I just don’t know. 

Anyway, I will keep you all posted. Comments Appreciated.