The Way We Were!

Hello All:

  
I have not been writing too often , but  then again nothing is really going on.

  
My EX Best Friend (Carlos) called me today and he told me he wanted to apologize for not being in close contact with me. I listened, okay I was touched but at the same time ..not really.  Since he got in this relationship which eventually turned into a secret marriage he has not had ANY time for me.  At the beginning it was hard, because our lives were centered around each other.  We were the best of friends.  We loved each other and it was strictly platonic (contrary to all our friends and families beliefs).  At times, I am so bored and lonely and I know that if he was not married that would not be the case.  We would be like we used to be, hanging out, talking on the phone, going to dinner, movies, plays, swimming, and on vacations.  Some of our best vacations were together.  I miss my friend and the thing that sucks is that if he was a girl we would still be able to do all those things.  Maybe I wish he was a girl! LOL!  Anyway, we talked and he apologized but there is still so much we both had to say and we definitely need to talk more often. I want my friend back.

 
Anyway, I need a companion obviously and the thing that kills me is that I look in the mirror and I see this beautiful person (not to toot my own horn but …beep..beep..j/k) and a lot of other people see it too but clearly I need the dudes to see it and act on it.  Gosh!  I have my own house, car and job.  I am fun as hell to be around and I can cook (don’t like to but I can ) and I keep my house spotless (really).Not to mention , they don’t call me Platinum Plus for nothing (the cootchie is good..REALLY GOOD..*References available upon request*) . LOL!

The job is cool, Love life sucks, and I am very, very BLESSED!

 
Thanks for reading! Continue to pray for the the Katrina victims! Comments Appreciated.