Nothing

I mean he called to tell me they’re on their way, but i did a check in and nothing but crickets, now.

So, hopefully he’s ok. I do care about him. I am grateful for a break but i get anxious, too. And that’s my past trauma screaming at me because of my ex and some of the horrible things that occurred while we were together.

But he’s probably okay. Positive thoughts.

I hope they have fun. I do wish they both slept a bit more.

Hopefully they will just decide to pull over at a rest area for the night and get rest.

My mind is going crazy though. I hate anxiety.

I know i never used to think this stuff, never had to question anything but now i do.

 

Tomorrow im gonna try to get back to work.

I have some ideas.

Thry might just work.

 

 

I replay it in my mind

And this whole CS is BS.

 

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