Friday 9/2/22

8:03am I’m above the dirt. Actually I had a good night. Aides put me to bed at 9:30. I read for about an hour .then  I got sleepy. I experienced minimal arthritis pain. It was a two on my one to five scale. I had a few incontinence episodes.i got good care though. I didn’t have to wait all night to get changed. She came in at five to get me into my wheelchair.

I was still very sleepy. I slept in my chai and had some weird dreams. In this one dream I met Obama. I didn’t like him at first. He offered his hand but I wouldn’t shake it. I said I didn’t vote for you. Then Obama started talking about his administration. He can be very purswasive.in the end I changed my mind and dver became friends.

Then I had another dream. I was lost way out in the country. I was walking through a vast empty country. I came across a hunter. We didn’t speak and I walked on by. Then I came across a hill, a big hill I had to climb. Once on the top I could see some houses and signs of civilization. But try as I might I could not reach these houses. They were too far away. 

I woke up around seven I called Chocolatechip. She was in a good mood. She found out her cable bill was only $88.00. Chocolatechip is in good financial shape. I said I was happy for her. She then said she still didn’t get her new credit card in the mail. Chocolatechip was worried about paying her bills on time. I said I hope you get it.

We talked about my finances. This is exchange day for me I said.   I talked about how  I should be getting $750 in SS $583 goes to the nursing home and $107 goes to Credit One. I hope to make another payment of $60 to Capital A one. 

Chocolatechip basked if I bought any books.vi ysaid I bought two books, Stephen King book Fairy Tales for $27.46. I also bought David Baldacci The 6:20 Man for $21.98 Then I subscribed to the New York Times for $19.99 She said that doesn’t seem too bad.

Breakfast was coming so I had to end our conversation. I had French toast, and hot oatmeal cereal.Fkr drinks I had two cups of coffee and a glass of oj. It was good and I ate it all.

10:04am I paid my credit ccard bills. i had $750 in checking.Credit One got $100.77. Capital One got $649.23; I will use the Capital One card to pay my rent of $583. I will have $66.23 left over

Once again I’m having trouble paying my rent. I called the nursing home. They said the lady who handles rent payments won’t be in until Tuesday. One thing for sureim not buying anything else until the rent is paid 

6:33pm This wasn’t a good day because I got very depressed. It isn’t any fun being in a wheelchair all day long and being in a nursing home. I don’t know it has just been one of those days I guess. I escaped by sleeping. I slept most of the day away. I was so tired and depressed.

Not even meal time and coffee cheared me up. I had a chicken breast, glazed carrots, potato wedges, a dinner roll and angel food cake for lunch For dinner I had a tossed salad, pizza and a fruit cup. I was still tired and depressed even after these good meals. 

I think there are two reasons why I’m so depressed. First I just got my checks and I have $66 left over. I think even thi money isg spoken for. Then I’m having the same old trouble paying my rent All I want to do is pay my bill. I called this morning. They said the lady was not in It was the same old story.

I haven’t read today. I just couldn’t concentrate.  I was just too depressed I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

 

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