feeling better. 17 weeks.
Goods news is I’m feeling MUCH better than I was on Saturday. lol. I went back and read that entry, and wow was I on a rampage. I got to work, vented a little to some of my coworkers(one who is kind of in the same situation) and instantly felt better. I also told JP how I felt and that he needs to help me. He did clean the house on Saturday because he knew I was really mad, but hasn’t touched anything since. After dinner last night, he claimed to be cleaning. I came out here and I’m like…exactly what did you clean? The dishes were in the dishwasher..that was about it. -sigh- I’m really curious to see what’s going to happen when I have this baby and I’ve got that on top of everything else to deal with. Somethings gotta give, and it’s not going to be my kids.
On another note, I also ripped into my mom the other night. I’m tired of her telling me how much she misses dad but she thinks he’s happy so she’s going to keep her mouth shut. And I’m tired of dad telling me how much he misses her and that he still loves her EVERYTIME I see him. I told her "You’re living with somebody else. You don’t tell him how you feel. He probably gets the same impression, that you don’t miss him." I ragged on her to the point that she agreed when she saw my dad the next day she’d talk to him about it. I guess they talked, and have decided that after the holidays they may try to work things over. Mom came over and claimed she’s going to ask Gary to move out after the holidays. While this excites me, I’m not holding my breath. All I told my mom was "That’s great, but you better not go back on your decision again…dad WILL be done then." She also tells me that Gary feels like I don’t like him, yet in the next breath she tells me she’s tired of Gary calling my dad names…. Uhm, yeah and you wonder why I don’t like him. There’s a ton more reasons… the number one reason being he makes my mom a different person. A person who nobody really cares for. So we’ll see what happens.
I started 3rd shift again. Sunday night went fine and now I’m off till Thursday night. While I don’t miss the shift, I miss all the days off and the quiet nights. Gabe and I are going to head to WalMart this morning to get cookie ingredients and then bake the rest of the morning and probably frost after he wakes up from nap(if he takes one, sigh..).
Pregnancy is going well. We’re almost 17 weeks and I’ve already got a belly. Which is really strange for me..considering with Gabe I didn’t have much until the end and even then I could hide it. Not with this one. Our next doctor appointment is January 8th. And our ultrasound is January 4th. 🙂 I hope baby cooperates. I really want to know if we’re getting a little boy or girl.
Well I should be getting dressed. Have a good day all.