Ahhh relief of writing again!!!

Well, I am kinda back but yet not….Being offline is weird. I am in the middle of moving still, all that is leftis everything that has to go into storage. That will be moved on Sat morning. It’s kinda weird being back home after 5 years of being away. Not in a bad sense of the word…just…different I guess you could say. I finally lost one of my shifts at work…God it was killing me working that many shifts a week.

The baby is kicking now…not just where I can feel it…also that Jon can feel it…You should have seen his face that first time he felt it kick… He went as pale as a sheet thinking he hurt it somehow…it was too cute.

But the baby kicking feels like someone poking you in your arm. It’s really honestly the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt in the world…I am no longer just alone doing this…this something growing inside me is letting itself be known to me and the world…really there are know words to describe it.

Everythign is going well though with the baby…my baby shower is just starting to get planned..my maternity leave is just around the corner. It all happened so fast..six and a half months ago I wasn’t where I am now..6 1/2 months ago wow where did the time go??? lol…but in the end I hear it’s worth it lfmao…anyways just keeping you all who care up to date on everything going on right now write again soon

Love,
Me