Anxiety

I should have just posted my last post and immediately gotten off this site, but I was curious about it and now after looking through it I’m getting anxiety!! Not entirely sure why but, it might have to do with judgement towards myself, and others, for getting to this point and using this site. How quickly I went from being thankful to finding it to negatively judging it lol. Jeez. I can feel myself starting to spiral. Going down a rabbit hole of thinking I’m going to lose it. Lose everything. Be lost, and never found again. Ugh. My brain. I gotta get off.