5/27/2022

I finally got a phone call from my boss Brandi letting me know when I finally get to go start work and that is Thursday morning at 10 AM for training and watching videos…. Today was the last day of school for the kids here in Raleigh County and I didn’t even bother sending my kids to school this morning because it was a 3 hour early dismissal…. Even though that I am starting work I will have a babysitter until my kids goes to the scout’s jamboree again this year…. 

I am glad that I get to message my babe every day because his message is the first thing that I look for whenever I wake up of the mornings and he is the last person that I think about before I go to sleep at night…. I honestly think that I am falling in love with Jeremy again or my love for Jeremy is growing stronger for him since we dated last year…. I can’t wait for my babe to meet my kids because I think that my kids are going to adore him and my middle child Jonathan will have a Nerf war with Jeremy…. <- That would be hilarious and fun at the same time…. <- Of course I would be videoing and taking pictures of my babe and my kids interacting with each other…. 

I managed to get a couple hours of schoolwork done today even after running to the pharmacy, the doctor’s office to get samples of my migraine medication, and going to my stepmom’s house so she help me put a string back in my board shorts that I wear when I am at the lake or pool…. I am making some progress on trying to finish my GED if it is only one step at a time…. Bring on the summer because I am actually ready to enjoy the summer for once when I am not working…. 

I am hoping to get see my babe some time this weekend because I am missing my babe so much and we have so much to talk about…. Hopefully we can take some much needed updated pictures because all of the pictures that I have are from last year and most of the pictures that I have is when we were in our RGIS uniforms…. <- Maybe we can even plan a fishing trip or a small adventure as long as we both ain’t working…. I definitely want to go on some adventures and fishing trips with my babe…. I am going to go back through my Free Prints app and reorder the pictures that I had taken of me and Jeremy last year so I can have them in a photo album and maybe even make a memory book for him including some new pictures…. 

My babe brings me so much joy and happiness and I just want to tell him already just to see how he reacts or is it too soon…. 😘😘😘😘 He has sent me some selfies of himself and I absolutely love them…. I am glad that I am able to be myself around Jeremy because honestly I have always been able to be myself around him…. Jeremy makes me feel so special, he is so sweet, and he is always checking on me throughout the day unless he has gone to bed so he can get up to go to work then I send him a sweet message saying, “goodnight babe sweet dreams. hope you have a great day at work tomorrow morning”…. We have so much more communication now and we haven’t even started dating again…. We both are broken in the love department because of some unfortunate situations but we keep telling each other that we don’t know what the future holds or we can’t wait to see what the future holds for us….  <- Here is the most recent selfie of my babe Jeremy 🥰🥰🥰🥰