a sleepless night…its ok, i got 5 hr energy! =O

i cant seem to sleep today, not because im sad or anything….just cant seem to sleep T.T im not tired though, not yet, and its 3 30 AM….i have to get up at 7 anyway cuz my friend picks me up at 9 for school, and then i got therapy at 11, class at 11 50, then i have to go to the halloween store to get some more supplies for well…make up xD and i think im forgetting something…but im not sure…its alright though, i can make it, cuz i have 5 HR ENERGY! oh, yay >.>

yea i bought that little thing a while ago, might as well use it when i start getting tired, prbly gonna use it at 9 =P hahaha, i talk about it as if its some kind of potion or stat boost or something from a video game xD

random thought!

i did my design for my mime today, it is awsome! just need to stitch up my mouth(not literally of course) and I AM GOOD, gonna go as my mime for this little cosplay thing at the mall that my geek friends are organizing, its like geek halloween! so ima take that chance to go as my mime =D it works out too cuz i have a baby shower to go to later that day for my friend, and thats ALSO a costume party shower thing =P cant wait =D love dressing up like dat, all that halloween stuff, plus i get to hang out with my geek friends! theyre so adorable, i love my geeks ^.^

i also need my costume…might just wear a black and white outfir that i have, then again, i rlly want a black and white striped shirt for my mime costume, pero pues, nimodo! if i dont have the money, then the black and white outfit i have will have to do! i gotta be ready by saturday which is when all this stuff happens xP

in other news

i cant get the songs "Shut up and Swallow" by Combichrist and "19-2000" by The Gorrilaz out of my fkin head! agh! its so painful to have them run over and over in my head….and theyre both so different T.T

RANDOM THOUGHT…again

i wanna go dance! ive been wanting to go clubbing in SOOO LONG, but i have no one to go with anymore! awww =( just drinking and dancing the night away….i wanna learn how to pole dance too, i have SOOO many metal or industrial songs that are pole dancable, but theyre all in my head! D= then again, im too fat to pole dance D= so i gotta lose some weight >.<

gotta start eating healthier and actually work out….its reasonable, but NOOO, im always like, ill do it tomorrow, or ill do it later, unfortunately i have horrible memory, memory so bad, it takes me about a week or 2 of constantly seeing someone to remember their names, a memory so bad, i forget a persons face after a week or 2, a memory so bad….i could go on and on, but nah

well im just scribbling down random thoughts here….so im gonna stop, its not rlly very memorable xD