Stupid

So I set up a FaceBook page for my work today and to do so I had to set up a personal account. I made one for my sales manager who could careless about it. Just like the asshat I am though I did a search for the ex wife’s page. Stupid.

Did you ever look at an open fire and think to yourself, “I wonder what will happen if I stick my hand in there?” and then do it, knowing full well you will get burnt? Yeah…Me..

Besides the pictures of her and them (she looked wonderful in her wedding dress. We didn’t have a formal one) it was the comments. The people I complain about not being there for me, my friends, have since a few weeks after our separation making comment about how good they look together and stuff. Yet I never got an answer what so ever from any of them. Well I guess you can say I did now.

I see she has the life she must have wanted all along, but never told me, as I saw the vacation pictures, the hiking pictures, and the like. She never wanted to do those things with me, I asked and begged to do those things.

I never thought I could feel worse, until today.