Saturday night
Day 9
I haven’t heard from anyone around me at all. No well wishes, no concerns, nothing. I guess it’s safe to say that nothing is going to happen with the lady I thought I met. Atleast I’m used to that. Seams everyone leaves me before even getting to know me. Maybe I stink.
There used to be a time when my boys liked me cutting their hair. That seemed to go the way of the marriage. My 3rd born is sobbing in the other room because he says I ruined his hair. Maybe I really don’t do anything right. It all just feels like I’m just not needed at all other than child support. I still suffer every day wondering why this all happened like it did.
I feel like I can’t do anything right a lot with my kids. For the most part we get along fine but then BAM, I do or say something wrong and it just comes out of nowhere. When it happens it usually just leaves me speechless. But then I usually, but not always, get an apology later.
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