“Freedom reigns in this place…

Showers of mercy and grace…"

Went to church today. My pastor is kind of a B.A. His name is Randy Phillips, he actually has his own christian singing group! They are called Phillips, Craig, & Dean, awesome group and I’m not just saying that because he’s my pastor. There’s just a certain something about the music and lyrics these guys sing. It’s overwhelming peace just makes me feel so much better about everything.

I woke up this morning and when I was getting ready for church I suddenly had this spirit over me. I felt more calm than I have in a long time. More loved than ever. No guy could ever make me feel what I feel when I go to that special place.

So anyway, the sermon was incredible. I’ve actually discovered something about myself; I no longer need to worry about Michael. This whole time that I’ve allowed myself to get wrapped up completely in him and what we had and why he doesn’t talk to me etc…, I’ve only been distracting myself from the good things that are coming my way. By keeping on this way I realize that I’ve lost myself and somehow became slowly obsessed with my situation. I’ve blinded myself by being consistently concerned (yay alliteration) with relationships. For once, I need to focus on myself and be guided to a point/place in my life where I can use my experiences to help others.

Well, this has been nice. 🙂

-Aly