Friday 2/4/22

6:30pm I had a very frustrating day. I woke up sick with a bad case of diahreà. I got it all over the bed. The aid was very nice about it and cleaned me up. She put a clean gown on me then got me in my wheelchair. I had another episode. I got it all over the place. Again the aid was nice and she helped clean me up and took me to the shower. I felt a bit better after a nice hot shower. Then she brought me back to my room and put  me to bed. I’ve been in bed ever since.

I had a nice breakfast. I had French toast and hot cereal. I had oj and hot coffee for drinks. Despite being sick I ate it all. The the nurse came in with morning meds. She gave me a pill after for my diahreà. I had one more accident but this time I was able to get a bed pan and didn’t make a mess. I’ve been ok since then.

It seems I have frequent bouts with diahreà. I think certain foods are the cause For example, I had a tuna salad sandwich for supper last night. Then I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich before going to bed. A lot of times mayo doesn’t agree with me. I think the combination made me sick. I guess I got to cut it the pbj sandwiches at night.

Then I had problems with the credit card co. I made an $879.00 payment yesterday. I called them this morning. They said I had zero credit available. I tried to speak to a representative. They put on hold. I could not hear or understand them. I think they were trying to tell me they put my funds on hold for ten days. Jesus my rent was due on the first. I cannot pay my rent until the funds  are available.

This is an easy matter to get settled. It has to do something with my bank and the credit card co. The big problem is I can’t hear on the phone. I tried tog get help from the nursing home. They were supposed to send somebody down but nobody came. I waited all afternoon for help but didn’t get any. I started to feel I can’t depend on anyone but myself.

All of this made for a very frustrating morning. I got very anxious from worrying. I made myself even more sicker. I kept asking myself why is everything so freaking hard? All I wanted to do today was pay my rent. I could not do that by myself. I couldn’t even get any help.