It sucks having feels

You’d think after 20 years of dealing with the same bullshit it would be easier to get over. Theoretically everything is okay but deep down when you get your feelings hurt there’s just nothing worse. I dunno about you but whenever I find things I wasn’t supposed to find it makes me feel like I’m the inadequate one. As if it’s somehow  my fault. Why does my brain do that. I know it’s not my fault but I get stuck into the well why wasn’t I enough trap. Why can’t I ever be enough?
I wish there was an off switch to emotions because there’s only so much you should have to feel. 20 years and I’m still not enough. 😳

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January 23, 2022

You ARE ENOUGH. This person just doesn’t deserve your time or energy.

January 24, 2022

@scarlettlee thanks, I wish I could get it through to my heart though

January 23, 2022

Oh gosh I feel this – you are not alone ❤️ I’ve spent so much time in anger and torturing myself to last another lifetime. I’d love to say I have the answers, but I don’t. We’re all trying to figure it out, I think ❤️

January 24, 2022

@allforcorgis definitely, no one has any answers. We are all just stumbling 😳