We got snow!

So unfortunately my sadness here hasn’t led up. My drive home from work is about 45 minutes and I cry all the way home every night. It doesn’t suck here -it’s pretty, it is just not home. It’s not my home, and hopefully I won’t have to call it as such for too long. I’m not opposed to living in another state, this one just isn’t it for me.

Yesterday everything seemed to close down early midday -even the Waffle House and apparently they never close. We had snow fall last night. It was beautiful. The snow was powdery soft. Our neighborhood looked like a scene from a Christmas movie. I’d post a picture if I knew how. We put on warm clothes and and went outside to play and we had a snowball fight at 11pm. George loved the snow too, he was unsure at first but then he began jumping and playing in it. He didn’t want to come back inside. Neither did I, because for a minute my sadness went away. Today feels a lot colder than yesterday.  I want a long coat like a duster because man I was always freezing back home and it never got colder than like 60 degrees, so this 25 degree weather has me yearning for a long duster coat. I saw a woman wearing one today and I’ve never wanted something so bad haha she looked warm!

Work has been stressful as fuck but it’s because our manager doesn’t schedule me any help, like how am I suppose to run a successful store with two bodies. Impossible. The other night I wasn’t having it, I kicked everyone out and shut the whole damn place down. The rest of the night we spent cleaning and prepping for the next day, and I was finally able to finish all of my work.

My cold or flu is almost gone but I have a lingering cough and it sounds bad 😣 I can’t take a deep breath because I start coughing and it hurts my chest but hopefully that’ll go away soon. Now though, I have the worst stomach ache not exaggerating-all day- for the past week. It’s awful, I can definitely do without that. Ugh

As cold as I am I DO NOT WANT SUMMER TO COME!