~*32 Oops!…I did it again

I don’t really know how hard I’m trying not to relapse right now.  I’ve somehow forgotten the pain I once felt.  Or perhaps that pain was much better than the numbness I’ve had coating my heart for the past couple of years.  I ate:
oatmeal with milk
muenster on whole wheat
spaghetti
doritos
so I ate like 1,300 calories consumed and about 300 purged.  Everything seems to be working out just fine.