Day 10

Today was long. I sent someone home because she was feeling really sick. I had a long bloody nose yesterday and it just continued throughout my shift, and today I woke up with another bloody nose and that continued too. I have a cough and my chest hurts I’m nauseous and my stomach hurts. I’m pretty sure I’m getting sick but I hope not. My mood hasn’t changed since I got here, I smile and try to power through it though. I’m a super happy and bubbly person, but here I just want to get the days over with so I can go back to sleep and continue my zombie routine until the day we can move back, or in the very least much closer to home. I miss home and I miss my momma. I’m having a day like -fuck this place I fucking hate it- but like every day. I hope tomorrow is a better day, but I doubt it.

goodnight.