Cant believe

I can remember the conversations we use to have. How for some reason or another we were able to sit there for hours and talk.  Sure we would go long periods of time between conversations and sometimes things would repeat themselve. But now no matter how much time will go between there will not be another conversation.

There will be no conversation about how i was angry because he did something stupid. And Im sure those stupid thing played  a role in what happened.

There will be no conversation about old times and the laughs we use to have.

There will be no conversation about how mad i am that you left this earth so young.

About the pain that was just inflicted on you family and friends.

Even though it was not your fault there is going to be a hole where you once were. And you will never know how nobody will be able to fill it .

You will never know how sorry i am about the way you went, and how much i hope you didnt feel pain, but now you will be able to move on in a way you never were able to before

R.I.P Zerrick Smith