A not so Happy Birthday

I cant say the whole weekend was a bust my yesterday my actual B-day I shoulda never go outta bed.

Lets start with saturday:

It was good i woke up and called my mom because we were gonna either go swimmin or to the Italian Festival. It was cold on friday so we decided to go to the Festival just incase it was chilly again. So i didnt start until like 12p so i went to the bank and paid my rent and came home and go a shower and got ready to go.

My mom picked us up and we got to the festival and it was cheap, you paid 5$ a person but mayson was free. All the rides were free you only [aid for the food and games if you played em. Which if you know my kids you know jayden had to play them.

Jayden played a few games he won a couple balls, a sword, a car, and a stuffed dog. He tried his hardest to ti win a rabbit, and he came really close. The girl was like if he wins one you dont have to take it. I looked at her and was like my kids wouldnt let me leave without it. But thankfully he didnt.

The rides were mainly for him which is good because come fair time they wont be. I took soe pics on my phone of him in this giant bubble floating on water and him trying to stand up it was so cute. If you stood for a min without falling you won. Then Jayden had to do this Slide thing. you had to go through an obsticle course to get to this big slide at the top. And the guy was like I had to go with him because he was so lil. Which was okay i actually had fun doing it because i felt like a lil kid. Then we went and got some food and walked a lil bit almost bought a purse but didnt find one i really liked to pay 35$.

Then Jayden had to go back to the slide(this was the highlight of my day) So we go through it and the guy who was at the bottom the first time was at the top this time. And Jayden and I make it to the top and were wating to go down the slide and the guy goes. "I have a question for you" and I’m like "whats that?" and he goes" Will you ride the ferris wheel with me later"

It was so cute all the popped in my head was the scene in the NOtebook where Noah was hangn on the ferris wheel to get Ali to go out with him.

Unfortunately I had to turn him down. I told him that we were leaving in a lil bit so i couldnt. He was Hot too. And as he was going to ask me for my number I had to chase Jayden down the slide. Which was kind of good because I dont think I woulda been able to give him my number.

But it was the Highlight because a cute guy asked me out knowing and seein me with my two kids, plus i wasnt even all that cute that day i had no make-up on, my contacts werent in, my hair was a mess by that point cause i had a hat on. And he still asked me. (he musta thought i was easy lol)

So anyways we came home i took a hour nap, bryan brings the car home from work i wake up and take Jayden to go see Toy Story 3. Which he was excited that it was just me and him spending time together because we dont even get to do that.

But the movie was good and we went to the Arcade after and then came hom about 9:45p  And went to bed.

Sunday: My birthday,

I actually had the chance to sleep in but couldnt because bryan woke Jayden up when he was getting ready for work so then Jayden turned around and woke Mayson and I up.

I got breakfast and then i started cleaning(which who cleans on their B-Day, but it wasnt like bryan was gonna do it) And then i got a bath and gave the boys one. Then mayson spilled red juice on me and my bed and himslef. Gave him another bath, cleaned my bed. then Mayson was eating choc pudding whcih some whow ended up everywhere including his ear?! Gave him another bath.

Finally Angel came to pick me up we were goin to BINGO. Which i know we didnt win anything but I did have fun.

So i come home expecting to go to the park an dwalk because that is what bryan asked if we were doin like we planned.

But no i come home sit down and he has a beer in his hand and goes. Are we still going. Im like "yeah i told you THIS morning we were"  he goes…."Oh well i dont think im gonna be able to make it walking i’ve had a couple of these as soon as i came home my day was stressful!"

I was a lil upset

So I go "well im still gonna go after dinner" Whihc it was nice of him to start it before i got home but he coulda asked what i wanted because it sure wasnt turkey slices.

So before dinner was done i go to walmart to get potatoe wedges and some cupcakes.. Which my mom asked me if i wanted a cake for my B-day(like who doesnt) but she asked me at like noon and I dont like buttercream icing so if i were to have one it woulda had to of been ordered earlier. So i told her no and went to see what i could get. Ended up gettin these mini eclairs.

Come home and ate and bryan took the boys to get a bath and i go upstairs to get socks to go to the park and he goes. I wanna go!

Okay, but he was like i dont wanna take the boys back to your moms because she had em for like 5hours already. So i told him to call his mom. "I DONT WANNA TAKE EM THERE"  so i told him well take em with us " NO IM NOT GONNA END UP CARRYING THEM"

So i told him stay here and im gonna go. He got mad "OH YOU GET TO GO DO THINGS WHILE I STAY HERE WITH THE KIDS" Plus mayson was whiny "OH YOUR GONNA LEAVE ME HERE WITH THAT"

I got pissed

started screaming at him. told him that i was going to the park to walk it wasnt like i was going to party. and that he never deals with is kids. hell sit there and do fun stuff with em but when it comes down to dealing with em he doenst want to do it. ANd where do i go. I went to bingo oh big deal I always have my kids he had guys over last saturday for that stupid fight was drinking and i delt with the kids so really when do i have fun?

So i was just like fine im not going.

5min late he came downstairs with this lil attitude JUST GO!

Told him no the only reason why he is sayin that was because i yelled. It wasnt my fault he came home and was drinkin and told me himself he didnt think he could make it.

So i tried not to talk to him the rest of the night. But he kept tryin to rub my back and tell me that he loved and me. And it was irritating we just fought and u want to be up my ass and not let me cool down.

So i tried to put mayson to bed and i layed in jays room until mayson feel asleep. ANd he comes up stairs and tries laying with me and in the process he layed on my hair and pulled it. So i like huffed. and he goes u never want me by you anytime i come near u within 2secs u leave. "You come near me when im in the middle of doing things" So he goes downstairs and i almost get asleep and Mayson wakes up crying. I thought bryan would come up and get him so i could go to sleep early on my b-day but no i got up and took him downstairs and started cleanning again because it was a mess already and he wasnt gonna do it.

Then he asked me what i wanted him to do for my birthday. (this was at 8 @ night what could u have really done, plus why do i have to be the one to tell u what to do why cant u just do it and be creative or spontaneous or something my god  why am i the only one who uses there brain )  so i told him nothin a

nd i went upstiars and put a new sheet on my bed and layed down to watch tv and not even 5min later he was up there with mayson.

He was like  Hey

ANd i go WHAT ?! then he got and attitude andsat down. So i picked up mayson and layed him down and then i layed down to sleep.

Its just ridiculous