11/23/2012

I feel like Jamie doesn’t like me. Yesterday she told me she doesn’t miss me when I’m not around. She then told me to stop crying because there was no reason to do so. Buh? There’s no reason to cry when your wife tells you she doesn’t miss you when she doesn’t see you for 4 days? I must be crazy then I guess. She refused to sleep at home with me tonight. Told me that if I wanted to sleep next to her, I’d do it on the floor at bill and roseannas because that’s where she was sleeping. I don’t feel like I ask for a lot. Today is two months since I got married. And she doesn’t want to sleep next to me in our bed. She doesn’t understand how much the things she says hurt me sometimes. Im in so much pain. I felt so upset I almost threw up last night. What is wrong with me that my wife doesn’t like me? What did I do? What changed? This isn’t the girl I fell in love with. Where did she go? Why can’t I get her back?

Oh well. I’m going to bed now. Goodnight.