haha.

Life has been… odd.

Ernie and I get close and then we stop talking for a few days and start over. I feel like it’s fuckin groundhog day sometimes haha.

I had a good conversation with Kerri last night. It was weird because it’s been so long because I’ve been so introverted lately, but it was also awesome to get that bond back. I guess I sent her a link to this a while ago and totally forgot about it and she read some things, but we actually talked about it and I feel much better.  It was nice to reconnect. I’ve felt like I shouldn’t pile my shit on top of her because she has so muh shit already, and she’s been a crazy hermit, so we’ve drifted.

I crashed my sister’s car. My dad made me take it because he was going to "get up early and replace the thermostat," which means "I’m goign to sleep until 1:30, get ready for work, and leave, then bitch that you didn’t wake me up." I always nudge him before I walk out the door, but he never gets up. NOT MY FAULT. Anyway, I was coming home from work and a woman stopped in ront of me and when I stopped I went into a skid and rearended her. I was so upset. The first person I called was Kasey and all I could say was "I crashed your fucking car, oh my god I crashed your fucking car." over and over again. I’m alright, just a little whiplash, haha. It hurts a little after I massage someone, when I try to crochet for too long, or drive with my arm on top of the stearing wheel, but I’m sure it will go away in time. That’s what I keep telling myself at least, haha.

I got a new job. I was housekeeping, but I really don’t want to clean toilets and make beds for $7.50 an hour. The new job is telemarketing but it’s $8.50 an hour, so I’ll take it, haha. The atmosphere is super lax, too. There’s no dress code, as long as you’re covered, you’re good, haha.

I don’t know, I guess I’m done.

I love you all.