Home again.

So I’m home from Greg’s. I love being with him so very much. He’s so fucking sweet to me that I don’t even understand it sometimes. We were both all sickly this weekend and he took care of me. He rubbed Vicks on me and gave me NyQuill at night… and then we had crazy, sweet, passionate sex =]

I’ve never slept with anyone quite as… skilled as he is. I almost feel inadequate sometimes because he’s so good. But I’m not going to complain, haha. I guess I have my own little tricks up my sleeve, though. He told me when we first started dating that he’s not "into" blowjobs. That they’ve never done anything for him. That he usually just goes soft. So this past weekend I figured I’d test that for the first time, just because I was curious. The faces he was making were absolutely priceless, haha. Afterwards he was almost speechless. I always figured I was OK at it, but I guess I’m pretty awesome now, hahaha. I’ve always been kind of blah about giving head before, but I think I would do just about anything to see him in ecstasy like that. It’s even better than when I’m on top, because then he’s still grabbing my waist and thinking about what’s going on, but while I was giving him head he wasn’t thinking about anything but what I was doing and how it felt. It was amazing.

We’ve talked about moving in together. He doesn’t want to leave his parents right now because his mother has diabetes and she has a lot of complications and she’s getting worse and worse by the day. He feels like he can’t leave his parents alone like this. If it was just a matter of "I’m staying at home because my mommy and daddy take care of me and I don’t want to leave," then I would think that was really weird, but I know that his parents need help and he’s the only person around who can/will offer it. He wants to work with then to get a house or a bigger apartment. I feel like as long as were somewhat segregated, I can live with that arrangement. Like if there were two floors and we could just take over one of them, that would work nicely I think. That way we could both still help out his parents, especially his mom, but we’d still have our privacy.

I guess I should try to go to sleep now. I’m not really tired, but I know I should sleep. So I guess I’ll go find the Vicks and the NyQuill, and go cuddle up with my blankets and my stuffed tiger.

I love you all.