How will I look

I went back to see old me 15-20 years ago here. I can almost remember what I was wearing and smelling when I typed this or that.

what will I see when I look back on today, tomorrow?

anxious holding pattern. I need to find a therapist. I need to speak with a lawyer. I need to finish my things for the new job.

tomorrow I go to see a hand specialist to see if they need to remove the bone tip I severed with my kitchen knife or if they are just content to leave it where it is.

but sleep first. I need sleep to function