I came clean…

OK last night I avoided Luke..  I didn’t want to chat. I had to come clean so I told him

I woke this morning to find an email from him..  a very long one.  Bless him he thought I was going to dump him or give up on him so I immediately texted him (I knew he’d be on his way to work and on the underground so calling wasn’t an option) and told him I loved him and that there was no way I was letting him go. He texted right back that it had made him smile.

He texted me later in the office too with a picture. I’ll be honest and say that I just stared at the picture. I find him so utterly gorgeous, I can’t believe he’s my boyfriend…

I’ve drafted a reply email but have not yet sent it.  I’m kinda nervous to send it in case it get’s mis-interpreted.

Feeling like a grade A asshole today 🙁

Hugz

Bearcub