It should have been me – 3

Oh My God !!

I got a message from Richard on Facebook..

Ok I’ve been a little rude, after finding out about his marriage etc I added him as a friend on facebook but never messaged him, I figured I’d just approve the friendship so he’d know I’m around etc but would just hold back in contacting him so he could just get on with his life….

So he messaged me.. he felt sure I’d contact him once we’d been approved as friends…but I held back cos I was worried it would bubble up even more emotions than before…

I had to reply.. which I did and explained why I’d stayed in the background and added that I missed him (he’d added that in his original message too so I didn’t feel I’d stepped over a line)

It’s been nearly a week and no reply.. Maybe that’s all he needed. Just to know I was there and thinking of him.

I guess I just wait and see what happens, I’m not even sure what I’m expecting to happen…

Hugz

Bearcub