It should have been me – 2

Well despite my little heart skipping a beat yesterday, all is good.

It just caught me by surprise although it really shouldn’t have at all as I’ve been out of contact with him for nearly 2 years…  he’s probably met more than just the one guy since…

I guess it shows I still have some feeling towards him… like I’ve said time and time again..  he’s the greatest love afair I’ll never have.

I just had such a good connection with him.

Well thats ok..  as long as he’s happy, I’m happy !!

All is right with the world !