Permission to Happiness

My path has never been clear. I’ve waited for so many sign even when some have been in front of me. Failing in love has been my biggest regrets. I’ve waited for friends to give me their indirect permission to be happy and I’ve wasted my time thinking their approval would be what I need to move to the next step. I’ve helped other in their love life. Have given great advise. But never been strong enough to take my own advise. In that sense, I think I’ve never given myself permission to happiness waiting for others to be happy first.

What to do. How to overcome this sense of failing bc I don’t seem to “find” the one. I don’t know anymore. I pray HE is out there and one day He’ll find me instead.