12/15/2012

Holy smokes… so much seems to have happened.

I am resting up after teaching the kids class this morning. Oh my goodness, what a blast. I warned the teacher who was teaching the other class that we were going to be LOUD… she opted to stay in the room closest to us and said she didn’t care. After what happened yesterday, we need all the happy kid energy around us we could get.

I taught the adults first thing this morning and the class was really nice and then the kids with Sunny the Mascot participating and it was just fun chaos. Craziness and I was just exhausted afterwards. So, I’m here at home while Mich is off getting pictures of Amos and Santa together and then they are going to play with the other Golden friends. I wish I could have been there to see it all, but I needed some serious down time.

I was so nervous as usual about the kids class, but it seemed to go over really well. I should have some pictures to share within the week. I can’t wait to see how they turned out. There were 13 kids and I think 7 adults including Sunny. The kids had a blast and the parents were just thanking me over and over again and telling me the kids wanted to know when the next class would be. I think I really need to set up a workshop to run on Saturdays. I don’t necessarily want to teach every Saturday, but I can give myself little breaks in between.

For 12/12/12, I went to a two hour meditation within a Energy Enhancement System. There were a total of 9 of us there for the meditation. Three of them were really into extraterrestrials. It was…. ummmm…. interesting. :p But, the time went by quickly and the EES really makes everything seem so much more intense. After the meditation, I spent some time talking to the woman who runs this particular center and I mentioned the woman who did bodywork for me. I knew that bodyworker was apprenticing under this woman but I found out that it wasn’t happening anymore. I really really respect the woman who runs this center. She was Mich’s teacher and her energy is amazing. She told me some really disheartening things about this bodyworker and basically confirmed my initial intuition about her. I’m not really sure why I got sucked back into her world or why I went to her for bodywork again. She is very powerful, but also very manipulative. I think the owner of the center just needed to vent because she sounded extremely heartbroken about some things that had happened.

Anyway, I took what I needed from our conversation and know that I need to stay clear of certain energy. The owner of the center did make a point of telling me though that if I feel as if I’m kinda floating around without direction and I’ve seeking a mentor that I need to sit down and write out exactly what my direction is and what I’m looking for. I do need to do this… not only for myself, but also because its the last piece that I need to complete for my Kids’ training. I already got my certificate, but it was the last paper I needed to write to be able to apply for the YA. And since I don’t believe in the YA, I never really took it very seriously… but all signs are pointing towards this. I really need to do this last step. I need it for myself more than anything. I don’t know what’s holding me back anymore… but I’m not getting anywhere until I write it.

Well, tonight we celebrate our friend’s birthday and tomorrow is a day of relaxation. Mich said she’s giving me a massage! She’s just about on break… one more final to go!