7.9.21(in my J’s kicked up after work)

Listening to “Open (Passionate)” by Kehlani

Never had a day where I welcomed “the release”. I definitely turned a corner…smh

The client who hung up on me for asking why she did n’t follow the agreement we made, actually paid me as we agreed. It came at the expense of buying her son McDonalds. (He drank a 10 piece nugget, large fries, alongside a Frappuccino.) It was cool though; he inspires me. (He’s one of the people who sorta knows how rich my talents are.)

I cut off a past one I started talking to again. I could n’t do it. It was like moving backwards. When she started playing “who is gonna contact who first games”, I was done. Personally, I feel like she was once wayy promiscuous. Not in the experimental manner a free mind maneuvers with. In the way where she f***** a lot while the guys who wanted “a connection first” had no chance. (Trust me, I get it. It’s game. The price of dicking some ppl around is that they rise. All the ppl who f****** me over are severely f*****.  Some are already ghosts.) Lowkey, that’s a sector of this s*** that is so sickening to me. When I see people make so much out of screwing, I kinda laugh inside. It’s really not that big of a deal. If I fr “wanted” your girl, I’d have had her. (There are many many cases where I did. While she led him into the restaurant, she followed me into the bathroom stall.) 

The random was new today, and she was in sync with the stress of the up and down all week. She seemingly glided into the movements that made me breathe in the manner of my meditations…lol

No, I’m not losing any of my clients. I’m getting more, and as for the exterminator move I mentioned, I’ll reveal later how I kicked ass in a style she’d never imagined. (Y do these muthaf***** keep testing me???) smh again lol

Gonna watch tv a tad & veg out. Hopefully I can get through a night and morn of peaceful rest…😉

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