Lonesome

I am lonely right now. I mean, I guess I have a lot of people I could go see… but i hate relying on my parents to drive me everywhere. I have no license or car of my own. If I could, I would drive to Elk River just to see Mollipops because I miss her and haven’t seen her in several months since her car exploded. I would drive to Chaska to visit with Amanda, maybe go to Valley Fair with her or watch some great movies like Elves or Jesus Christ Vampire Hunter. If it were possible, I might even pick up Amanda and then drive to Virginia (Minnesota) to spend some time with Natalie. I really miss her hilarious prospects about who she would have sex with.. like the Pringles man or Scar from the Lion King. I would drive to see Leslie too! Heck I might even drive for 6.5 hours just to see Teresa! I miss her more than anyone else I miss from college. As it is, I don’t even feel right about asking my parents (who have done so much for me already) to take me to see Aaron or Tracy or Lindsay or Michelle, as much as I miss them. They don’t live horribly far away, but I’d still feel like a burden. Mom already drove me 4,000 miles so I could see Nathan and a good part of Canada. But now Nathan is absent for the next 2 months and I feel really homesick for him. Meta and Molly are about the only people I live a comfortable walking distance from. But I don’t know what Molly’s and my relationship is right now, and besides, shes so busy all the time. I would love to see Meta.. I wonder what shes doing. Still… I feel a little wary about walking in the city by myself. The world keeps becoming a scarier and scarier place.

Anyway… hopefully I will get to see someone soon! I’m going out of my mind. But I have to go to work now. At least that will keep me occupied for a few hours (I don’t work very long in the week). See ya. Maybe. -Hayley