Probably a Bad Time…

It’s probably a bad time to write an entry, but here I am writing nevertheless.  I’m not in the best of moods and I’m not sure why. It wasn’t the best of days to be sure, but I’m not sure why I feel the way I do.  I can’t really explain it.  There are things that I could probably list or go into, but I’ll probably offend some people that most probably don’t deserve it, so I won’t.  I haven’t felt quite this way in a long time.  I feel so tired.  Not really of body or mind, but maybe of spirit.  I’m listening to music, hoping that it will heal my soul as it used to in past days.  Maybe I’m creating this feeling myself, maybe I want too much.  I think I want what I’ll never have, I think I want the story.  I feel like talking to someone, but it’s 2am and I don’t want to drown anyone else in my personal sorrows.  I figure I’ll just go to bed and let whatever dreams come take me.  If I wake up in the morning I’ll deal with things then.  For now, here’s to drowning in the enfolding arms of sleep and darkness.

-Damien