Where I Don’t Want to Be

Good day to all.  Here I am in a place I don’t want to be.  What has brought me here? Was it truely just my own fault for loving freedom too much? Was there more of a reason? Was there something else to bring me here? And what happens now? Why is life like it is? What has brought this point in my life?  Am I just so foolish of my own affairs that all these things have happened that now plague me in my dull moments?  I don’t know what to think anymore.  I am alright.  Yes I am.  But I am not good or great.  I know that I will not be better than alright for a long time.  It’s just how things are right now.  And there is no way out for years to come.  At least that is how life has played out so far.  I’m not sure what else to say.  I signed on to write and this is all that came from my mind and flowed from my fingers.  Good day to all and may your day be bright.

Damien