Ramble

Good eve to all. I hope everyone is doing well. I’m alright here. Not much going on. I’m still here in Michigan. My mind is going pretty blank right now. I’m not really sure what to write about here. I don’t know why but I’m just feeling really out of it. I feel some loneliness also. I guess that’s not too suprising tho. I’ve never been very close to my family so being with them doesn’t really evoke any particular feelings of belonging or anything like that. I’m not sure what to make of it. All the people that I care about are somewhere else right now. The only way I can communicate with them is through IM or the phone. And recently that hasn’t been really cutting it. It’s not the same as having someone there irl. Hopefully these feelings will pass sooner or later. I was wanting to write another CoH CoS but I haven’t been able to think of anything recently. My mind has been filled with too many other things of the reality variety. Ah well, I’d best say good night now.

Tenchi

“…the cultivation of the mind, the body, and the soul, and we must always cultivate the soul.”

Eating nothing

Watching nothing

Last game played Tony Hawk Pro Skater 2

Quote for the day “A heavy metal boy band just might work.”

Last song listened to Jackson 5 – ABC

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May 19, 2002

Heavy metal boy band… twist it slightly, and you might just get J-rock. 🙂

May 19, 2002

((Hugs))Take care of yourself. I hope that things get better soon. Know that I’m thinking of you.Me

May 20, 2002

We all have those not so great moments. Smile! *smiles and waves*

Our families can seem like the darkest of nights and like the deepest of shadows, but through it all, we must always remember to stumble towards the sun. It’s always darkest before the dawn. But I understand what you’re going through. Being at home has been both a drain, and a horrifyingly solitary experience. We’ll both survive though. We’re too stubbor to let it get the best of us. IF