Rambling Again…

Good eve to all. I feel a need to write, yet nothing of import or substance comes to mind. So, as Mich tells me, I’ll ramble. I worked today. It was a short shift but it felt so long. Mostly because it was hard work I think. Yesterday I did some yard work. I had to cut down this tree, hanging ivy type thing. Swinging that axe takes alot out of you. Today I woke up a little sore, but otherwise okay. But when I got into work to do the truck I found out someone had called in sick. Also people from the truck kept getting pulled to cover breaks and the like. We had a full truck and there was only like three of us regluarly unloading. So the truck took forever and I was dead tired by the time I got around to my part of the freight. I didn’t even finish it when the closing managers pulled the team to help recover out on the sales floor. I’m getting paid tomorrow. A few people here and there have asked the usual, “What are you doing for Valentine’s?” Honestly it feels like just another regular day to me. It’s not a “lovely dovey” day, it’s not a “I hate the world” day. It’s just Thursday. Ah well, maybe I’m just too tired to notice it. I miss my friends. I haven’t heard from Krillen in who knows how long. I expect it though. During the school year he gets so into his classes he forgets everything else. I should call him, but I haven’t had time with all the work I’ve been doing and getting over being sick.

*closes eyes for a moment, listening to music, letting it soothe my tired mind and spirit*

I talked to Ayeka recently, but I don’t know when we’re gonna see each other. It seems pretty hard with me working and her not being in the same town anymore. I hope to see her soon. Other than work, I haven’t been really doing much else. There’s really not much else I can do. I don’t really have many friends. I have work “friends” but they’re just people I talk to and joke around with at work. But off work I never hear from any of them unless it’s to ask me if I’ll take their hours for some reason or another. I’ve been working on developing inner peace through meditation, but even when one is at peace, one can still feel loneliness. And that is something that I seem to be combating more and more recently. I do believe that I’ll stop my rambling now, no matter how wonderful the music is, how it soothes my spirit and mind, my body cries out for it’s own peace as well. So off to bed I go to hopefully find that peace. Good night to all and beautiful dreams.

Tenchi

“…the cultivation of the mind, the body, and the soul, and we must always cultivate the soul.”