Autumn!

If you are wondering about the title, Autumn is my favorite season. It is cool, which allows me to wear all of my favorite clothes (long sleeves, suits, coats, hats). Also, the leaves are beautiful. There is just some sort of aura about Autumn that always kind of takes my mind to a special place. I love taking walks in the woods by myself and just enjoying the weather and thinking…During Autumn I do a lot of thinking. The weather has been very Autmunal (the sky was totally blue, and the weather was very crisp) for a few days, and on those days I took some walks, sat on my shed (my quiet place) and just…meditated almost. It was very nice. BUT tagedy struck! The weather suddenly became much warmer…and it is here that my entry finally begins…

So it is an overly hot Firday and our Hero has a dilema. By Tuesday, he must be prepared to act out two monologues and sing one song for auditions. Auditions for theatrical productions at his school Academy. Well, Maestro loves theatre…But he wasn’t informed that every audition would be on Monday and Tuseday until ONLY ONE WEEK AHEAD OF TIME. That is not enough time! Our Hero needs a long time to get his performance down to a tee. Or rather, he prefers it. I guess this will simply give him a challenge.

The Spring Musical this year is Brigadoon, which takes place in Scotland. And you know what that means – Maestro must come up with a Scottish accent. How frustrating! If there is anyone who loves a good Scottish accent, its Maestro. However, he isn’t so sure if he can conjure up one himself in only a few days. Eep. Our Hero couldn’t prepare at all this week, for he was extremely busy and stressed and many similar things. So now it is Friday and he is STILL stressed because now he has to cram for the auditions!! MADNESS.

OK, so getting to the point. Wish for Maestro to break a leg, eh?

And now, on a completely different note…Our Hero has been rather, um, melancholy as of late. He often is, but usually not so much on the outside. Well, this week he has just been very grim…and very obivous about it. And that is no good. Nobody is entirely sure what the reason for this unfortunate mood is…but experts figure it probably has something to do with the fact that he has had a very stressful few weeks of school, giving him very little free time, which in turn makes him very unhappy because time is going by and he is doing nothing with his life, aside from work. Seems that is the only important thing now. And that is just incredibly disheartening for our Hero.

So Maestro’s melancholy mood (nice alliteration, eh?) is likely being caused by what I explained above…Well, a combination of that, and most likely…HIS EXTREME LACK OF A GIRLFREIND. Yeah…something along those lines.

Maestro knows so many wonderful girls, I am sure just about any of them would make splendid girlfreinds…But…guess what?

Nobody loves Maestro.

Well, nonetheless, his goal is to get somebody to go with to whatever the soonest dance is. I mean, our Hero has NEVER had a date for a dance. You would think there must be SOMEBODY out there who would like to dance with such a nicely dressed fellow…But no. Because…guess what?

Nobody loves Maestro.

ARG! Frustration! Our Hero can only stand the single life for so long…

If anybody has some advice or something of that nature, please give it. Until then, Maestro has some practicing to do…and possibly some crying, too. So until I actually do save the world from not enough notice for auditions…oh yeah, and the single life…

The Universe Can Wait

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September 24, 2004

yeah, i know about frustration…trust me. But I know everything will work out for you in the end. Being in a relationship sometimes isnt as…great as one would think……but i’m sure you’ll find a girl willing to return the same love you give to her…when you do, you’ll be happy…dont sell yourself short. and break a leg for auditions – im sure you’ll do fine 🙂

BREAK BOTH YOUR LEGS! AND YOUR SPINE! i agree, autumn is the best! boo at the single life, sigh. but you’re an awesome guy, i’m sure you’ll find someone!

September 24, 2004

ask someone. girls are shy, they like to be asked. go. right now. 🙂

September 25, 2004

^ it should be the other way around. I hate being a guy. and yes, the auditions might kill me. Woo.

Girls do like to be asked. I asked both my dates when I went to semi formal and prom, very sad for Sky. Scottish accent, watch Braveheart for awhile. Problems…I have problems. *screams in frustration*

September 25, 2004

I agree with sky. we like being asked….*cough* *cough*

i’ll go with you nathan!! too bad you don’t know who i am. ::tear::

September 25, 2004

Who wrote the above note? I cannot take the suspense! – Me

September 26, 2004

Hey! I’ll go with you. too bad I live a thousand miles away. he he ^_^ I love autum too. You can frolic in the leaves and take the time to think about your summer loves, and get on with life! HA! Well anyway. I think that you’ll do fine. I’m not going to tell yo to break a leg, cus I don’t wanna jynx you, So instead, GOOD LUCK!!! ^_^ BIG LUCK WISHING KISS ~Luna~

September 26, 2004

P.S. I love you! Everyone does not hate you! I should kick your but for that comment! Rise your hand if you love Nate!!!! *raises hand* BIG NOTING KISS ~luna~

September 26, 2004

^ Nope, I like it this way, chris. 🙂 Heh. Seriously, though, it’s worth it… because if you ask right, you won’t get turned down. And even on the off chance that you get turned down, don’t get discouraged, you definately just made some girl feel really good about herself, and that’s a feeling that’ll last at least a month. 😉

RYN: Well, they aren’t ALL wonderful. But this certain one is.

I thougt I was the only one who thought that about Fall….something about looking up at leaves and feeling a sense of thought in your head..

October 1, 2004

Hey! I’m getting a new phone tomorrow. So I’ll be able to talk to you more often on AIM, and talk to Andrew twice as often….oh wait.. *cries uncontrolably* Well after next week anyway. He he ^_^ Well I can jynx both ways, so I should say: “I hope you teribly screw up.” But then you could still blame it on me. Next time I just won’t say anything! ^_^ BIG RETURNING KISS ~Luna~

Aww! Poor Maestro… 🙂 Never fear, you are not the only one with a single status (seemingly)forever tacked to their name. I’ve been single for two loooong years. 🙂 But flirting is still quite fun, and my guy friends entertain me with their silly stories of psycho girlfriends, which make me not want to date b/c what if a guy started telling his gal friends i was psycho?! LOL hope I cheered you up

October 10, 2004

hey, man, take it from me, that frusteration comes and goes. It’ll go away and then come back. It’s very temporary. But, it’ll always be back! Isn’t that a crazy ride? Oh, and then someday you’ll get a girlfriend! and guess what? It won’t last! you’ll break up and be even MORE bitter than you are now! Isn’t life loopy?