Mike and the Awesome Past Month

So I haven’t written in awhile…Ah well.

Mike and I are doing well, despite the fact that I’ve done things to subconsciously screw it up. I got really drunk on Saturday night and acted like an ass to him. I actually told him to break up with me (in the middle of Sports Bar) and was near tears later on in the evening, for no apparent reason. I did apologize the next morning, and later again that night after we met up at IHOP. I actually feared that he called me to meet up with him at IHOP so he could break up with me (which, after the way I acted, who would blame him?)

The past month for the most part has been amazing. He’s a really good guy, except when he gets into his random bad moods. We’re basically with each other Wednesay night-Sunday morning, except when we’re at class or at work. He’s sweet to my friends and to me, which is a huge plus.

We started having sex February 24th. He had hinted he wanted to when he deposited a "surprise" in my desk drawer: half a dozen condoms. He’s been good though, because he never pushed me and waited til I made the first moves with everything. It was good except for the fact that he made a stupid comment afterwards: "You’re such a slut, we haven’t been dating two weeks and you’re already sleeping with me." He had meant it as a joke but it hurt nonetheless. Other than that though, he’s kept the stupid comments to a minimum.

He actually told me that he wanted to come to Long Island to see me over spring break. We discussed it last night at IHOP (where we did not break up).  I’m actually really excited that he wants to meet my family. I guess it shows me he really is interested in me…I have a self-esteem issue, and he’s definitely been alleviating a lot of my concerns about what his intentions are, since he has had a not-so-stellar reputation in the past. But anyway, aside from Mike…

My housemates are awesome as well. One of the best decisions I made was to move there. I love living with them, for the most part. Other than the fact that I have to take 10 minute showers, because the hot water runs out by then, and the fact that the house is never clean and it’s expensive….but soooo much fun. We always go out together and I generally have a great time when I’m with Jennie and Bridgette.

I’ve been slacking with my classes though. I’m doing OK, but I coul definitely be doing better. I often miss my art studio or my 8:30 biology class because Mike slept over the night before and I either A) Overslept because I was exhausted, since he wakes me up at 6 am to have sex or B) didn’t want to leave his arms, as cheesy as that sounds.

Now I’m off to lab, which I can’t miss because it’s a small class….My next entry will be sooner that a month later…when I’m old and bored I need something interesting to read.

**Artist**