Ufgh

So i did break down and contact him, first.

And now i feel dumb for doing it.

If i can get a babysitter,  i think i will go. I had hoped he’d suggest to bring his daughter along, but at the same time we need to work on us, first.

My mom, however, doesn’t want to watch her and she’s all i have.

so, i have that to deal with.

idk.

Canadian boy also contacted me, but i couldn’t hear him very well, so i told him to call me later.

I’m trying to hear that voice, which is a give away on this scammer dude.

Just need time to relax.