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I am done with the bookshelf that didn’t work out as good as i had hoped it would.

Up next will be a better dresser for both kids, and painting the room.

I have got to get a grip.

He probably just spent all day with his son,  getting high.

Maybe not.

He needs to grow up. I need to think differently.

Totally blew off another catfish, today who called me beautiful.

Like, dude… you’re in California.

I believe nothing you say.

No man looking that good would randomly find me on fb and just want me.

I will go back from public to private once he adds me, again.

I sat here thinking what an idiot i am after all the shit he’s done to me over the years, and what he’s done recently.

Like, the whole point is that you just don’t run to other females who barely know you, for relationship advice. Validation.

You laughed at me, to them.

Did you tell them you want me, still?

Did you tell them i was right all along??

Maybe not.

But your family will know on the DL, because i will tell them.

Maybe go see Tonya on Wednesday.

Depends on the weather,  because i need to hit up jakes, too.

And sell there.

Anyway,  maybe he will contact me about our date. I’m thinking no.

He got Dani, the nosy bitches online, his kids that don’t know him, and their mom.

And they all hate me. Not going to be anyone’s secret but i will play along, for now.

I just refuse to chase.

 

 

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April 11, 2021

Yeah, love can be cray. Good luck with the painting.

April 11, 2021

I hate when I get random friend requests and messages from men that look so good. I know they’re not real. No one looking that good is going to hit me up.