Nothing

And at night its really hard, too.

He has his phone in his hands more than anyone i know.

Hes always been on it, texting or chatting up someone.

How long am i supposed to not contact him for, again?

What if he has no service or broke his phone in anger, again?

Why am i picking apart his words only to kick me again,  anyway?

I’ve only been thinking about this all day. He hasn’t? Ya, if he can forget me that quickly, then no.

We can’t do any of this.

I just wonder why he constantly thinks i have a dude in bed?

His jealousy,  i can handle.

The rest, i can’t.

Whats he planning?

Am i to look forward to nothing but silence from him, tomorrow?

Am i his little secret,  again?

Nope. Can’t do it.

He loves me, he hurt me, he gonna have to show it, without fuck ups.

He can show for everyone else, but me.

Nope nope nope nope.

Building a bookcase, tonight.