I have finally made my resignation!

There, I have finally informed my colleague of my resignation to the company as I thought she would be the one to receive it. I do have a heavy heart not because I wanted to stay but because of the outcome it will have tomorrow when I hand it over to the boss.

I have mixed emotions as i am afraid of being harrassed after the boss got the news. I do anticipate confrontations but I hope that it would end up well after that. All worst case scenarios are overwhelming my head. I don’t know if it’s a defense mechanism but even before, it has been my practice to imagine all possible ugly things as it was my way of preparation and mind programming myself.

I don’t want to be stuck here and I definitely wouldn’t want to stay. I maybe weak but can you blame me if my reason of leaving is not having a decent way of living as a professional? Gosh, believe it or not, I have learnt not the just the term loan but loan itself which I haven’tt done before.

I pray to God for strength and may I have the courage to defend myself and that realization on my boss’ side will eventually free me soon.