June 16, 2011

Since I told him of my plans of returning to Manila and maybe staying there for good made him sad. He had plans for us and 100% of it was he wanted me to stay just by his side. That night, I slept soundly and though it took me time to finally rest that day, I felt as if my sleep was complete. And at work, I was able to perform well and even had a good time teaching. It was like the atmosphere was just calm. And later yesterday night, another treat was given to us by the boss- he let us out early.

Last night, he was so tired and grouchy though he was kind enough to treat me to an italian pasta resto. At home, he was just tired but managed to wash the dishes for me. He watched TV beside me and I lost track of time when he finally settled to bed with me. I was awaken this morning by him constantly stroking my hair and face. It was as if he had been staring at me for minutes. He valued that sacred moment before he got himslef out to get ready for work. The prevoius days, it has become his habbit to smell my feet. It was sweet of him though I found it kinda weird. hehehe

Right now, I’m waiting for a twist of fate that will enable me to make decisions swiftly with less difficulty. I want to stay with him as I love him but I want him to marry me now so we both could live happily together. Yes, we have been living happily but this time, I want it for keeps.